Bring it on .

Hello ladies :) . Yes , there will be 1 week left before posting to Hospital Batu Gajah . Kinda excited and scared at the same time . Wish me luck gais . I'll be posting there for 3 weeks and after posting , it's gonna be hell as I know . There will be a bunch of test , assignment , case and of course I have to prepare for war . This sem 3 final exam will be held on this December . Hoping that everything is gonna be just fine . And yes ! Included OSPE and OSCE . Tbh , I'm scared like what if I didn't make it , I don't know how to explain and do the right thing and maybe I'm getting confuse about humerus and femur . Maigad , hope that won't be happening . Please please please ~

Sometimes I didn't get it why peoples are so jealous "pandang rendah" with my course by saying that "Hang punya course kacang ja , setakat shoot apalah sangat tak mcm course aku blabla*shit*" . And yes, I have this one friend who told me that his course is "sama taraf" with DOCTOR . Okay , let make it clear , what do u mean by saying that statement ? Okay , I got this answer from my senior who's taking MBBS . He said like this " Okay , do you consider our prime minister and the government workers ada taraf yang sama?" And the answer of course lah not kan . So , it's the same lah wey . 

That's all gais. Assalamualaikum . Have a nice day <3 p="">

Sunday .

It's Sunday and yes I'm gonna pack all my stuff and get ready to go back to Ipoh . My second home . I think this week would be my toughest week ever ! I got a lot of thing to be settled . And yes , I think it would be so exhausted and tired man . I got 4 test and yes , there will be 2 classes where I've to go back home at 7pm and yes everyday I'm gonna going back home LATE than usually because I'm one of committee for debate so yes I have to handle things . When I think about it , I was like why am I this stupid . It's better if I didn't take the offer that they gave to me . Now , there's no turning back Wiwi . But well , at least I can improve my English speaking skill. You know you'll talk in English when you're surrounded with HUMAN THAT CAN SPEAK ENGLISH VERY WELL.

Besides that I've some good news that I would to share with my lovely readers . Actually , I'm going posting this upcoming November at Hospital Batu Gajah . I'm so excited and scared because it's gonna be my first time posting and handling real patient and facing with fierce radiographer there *just imaging that the radiographer there is quite scary* . I'm prying that everything gonna be just fine . There'll be just me , Faezah , Zati and Nana posting in Hospital Batu Gajah . While the others at Kuala Kangsar , Tapah and Ipoh . Well , hoping that it will be a great experience for us .

Last but not least , take care of yourself and see you next 2 week since it's midsem break for my UniKL . Hahaha , take care everyone te'amor :-* . Assalamualaikum !

Major Throwback

Sedih sebab cuti raya haji dah nak habis (T,T) . Terasa sekejap ya ampun , masuk harini dah 3 hari ada kat rumah tercinta . Ya Allah , bila lah nak sampai bulan 10 , tak sabaq nak cuti mid sem . Kekeke , confirm lah lepas ni bertambah busy . Ya Allah moga Allah permudahkan segalanya . Dengan problem rumah tak settle , haish meminta la cecepat dapat settle benda ni . Serabut kepala otak aku nak pikir pasal benda ni . Makin lama makin menjadi jadi -.- . Ya Allah , bagilah aku kekuatan . Fighting ! Yang penting esok pepagi dah kena naik bas balik Ipoh sebab tiket tenghari and petang semua dah habis (T,T) . Tak suka gila balik awai . Like seriously , kalau boleh nak forever ja duduk kat rumah ni . Lagi best lagi ada umph lagi syok (T.T) . Takpalah , setahun setengah je lagi .

Semalam tetiba throwback gambaq muda mudi start dari darjah 6 sampai form 5 . Aku hanya mampu ketawa tgk diri sendiri . Betapa tak teratur and betapa kusutnya cara pemakaian aku . Hahahhaa , tak sanggup nak tgk lelama . Paling takleh blah , masa dulu boleh la tahan kecik juga badan aku . But idk , perubahan drastik gila wey . Aku dah gemuk kalau nak compare dengan before ni *Sedaq diri takpa* Bila teringat balik gambaq gambaq ni , just wanna say thanks la buat kenkawan yg pernah exist dalam hidup aku . Well , tak kisahlah engko aku benci ke aku sayang ke kan . Thanks la bebanyak . Kalau boleh putarkan masa , memang nak sangat balik zaman sekolah .

Zaman sekolah lah zaman tak kusut . Tetambah masa sekolah rendah , lagilah sepanjang masa aku memain . Hahahaha , result masa darjah 6 pun selalu 10 kebawah dlm kelas :D . Ya Allah , bertambah rindu lah . Hope one day kita semua boleh reunion . Teringin juga nak tgk kan makin berisi ke makin kurus ke haaa ntah ntah ada yg dah kahwin . Hahahaha . Tapi itulah , masa dah x boleh nak diputarkan balik . But one thing yg aku tahu , Memories wont fade away . Thanks for everything gais ~

Assalamualaikum . Have a nice day !

Rethink.

When I woke up this morning , I realized that it's not their fault but it was mine . Alhamdulillah , right now I don't have that feeling anymore but I still don't have courage to face with them . I don't know why . But right now , alhamdulillah I'm doing just fine . When I rethink about it , actually I can't blame them for being like that . It's up to them to be what they wanted to be and I don't have any right to stop them for being what they wanted to be . 

Then , I realize something , just think about it . Memories won't fade away and it always be there . Look , when we're having a problem with our friend and we were like " Okay I won't be her/his friend anymore because I hate her/ him . " But actually when we think about it , it's just a small misunderstood and just because of that little tiny problem , you just wanna let go your friendship that you had build with your friend for years / months ?

Why don't we recall ourselves and think about our sweetest memories when we were with them . And then you'll realize that why you must end your friendship just because this small problem ? Why ? And yes , I'm asking myself then I realize that , I can't end up my friendship like this just because of this small problem that I created by myself . And I was like , I shouldn't act like this . This was totally WRONG !

To be honest , I don't like people who's avoiding me for no reason . Yes , like why you acting so weird and why you're trying to avoid me ? What did I do to you ? Do you hate me ? Do you don't like me ? May I know the reason why all of sudden you keep avoiding me . 

The funny thing is right now I'm doing this thing toward " Someone " and I was thinking did " Someone " felt what I felt ? Hahahaha . I'm so sorry for being like this . There's SATAN everywhere in my head that makes me felt like I DON'T WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE but actually yes I realize that I do wanna be your friend forever and ever . Hope that we protect our friendship that we had build for years . 

Thanks for reading . Have a nice day peoples ! And I'm going back to Ipoh tomorrow and yes maybe I won't updating my blog for a while . Bismillah for semester 3 ! Wuuhuuu ~

Problem.

I don't know why lately I'm not in a good mood . Always thinking about things that I shouldn't think about . I don't know why am I this weak . I'm so sorry , I just need to stay away from some people because all I need is just to be alone right now . I don't know why I had this feeling and I know that I shouldn't have this feeling . " Someone " that I adore and I care about is slowly becomes " Someone " that I hate and I dislike and " Someone " that I don't wanna be friend with . 

So , right now I'm trying to change this feeling slowly . I just need some spaces between myself . I need to calm myself because this will help me to RETHINK about what's happening right now . This feeling is so wrong . This wasn't me . I wasn't like this . I'm so sorry . I just need to calm myself . Just give me some spaces . I just need to think positive . 

Wishing that , they would change themselves to be better than before .

I'm sorry . I just need time to recover myself . I will find myself . Assalamualaikum.

Friendship Vs Relationship

So I'm going to talk about FRIENDSHIP VS RELATIONSHIP . Alhamdulillah , this year I'm turning 19. And I know at this kind of age , they like to talk about relationship . Yes , I didn't said that I'm not interested in relationship . Yes , I'm interested but I'm still not ready to be in a relationship. Right now , I just wanna stay focus on my diploma since my result wasn't that good . I'm trying my best to not fall in love with someone right now . To be honest , I've never be in a relationship before . I mean I do have a relationship with someone but I've never met him since we're in a relationship and btw we knew each other in myspace and yes I don't consider it as RELATIONSHIP . Hahaha . It's just insane well I'm just a kid . And so yes , I've never be in a relationship . Idk why , maybe I'm not that prety and maybe because I'm fat so there's nobody likes me . Hahaha

Okay , done with that part . Let us proceed to the next part. Yes , I do care about friendship more than relationship . Because in my opinion , when you're feeling sad , depressed or happy you will always find your bestfriend . It feels so nice after you express your feeling to them . And yes , I love all my bestfriend and my friend . Even sometimes I felt like they didn't even care about me . Or maybe it's just my feeling . Well , when they need me they just have to find me . And I promise that I'll always be there for them if they need me . So to all my bestfriend and friend out there , I'm just wanna say that no matter what happen you'll always be my friend :-* . And I'm sorry if I'm not good enough for you and I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings and I'm sorry for everything if I've did something wrong with you guys .

Just gonna say that , appreciate peoples around you . Thanks to them for making you stronger than before . And also appreciate your bestfriend and thanks to them for always be there when you need them . Assalamualaikum. Have a nice day my favourite peoples :-*

Bermula Cuti Sem . Ayuh !

Alhamdulillah cuti semester dah bermula ! Kenkawan aku yg lain semua dah masuk sem 3 , aku ni haa baru terkedek kedek nak masuk sem 3 hahaha . Sebab UniKL ada short sem , so aku cuti sem ni sebab short sem aku dah habis. Alhamdulillah lega gila wey . Walaupun 2 subject ja yg aku ambil utk short sem ni but still STUDY juga wey .

Mandarin II aku boleh gagah lagi.Cewahhh suka lah juga bila diri ni reti nak cakap mandarin.Tu pun sikit sikit je , x banyak pun yg aku reti cakap . Tapi subject enterpreneurship ni lah yg bagi aku agak HEAVY . Serious tak tipu , but dia depends kat org lain juga lah kan mcm mana depa bawa subject tu. Ntah la masa final exam haritu , section B soalan pertama yg 20 markah aku dah TERKANDAS.

Aku main ikut suka hati aku je hentam semua benda. HAHAHAHAHA . Doa doa kan lah exam aku result cantik . Ni lah last option aku utk mencantikkan pointer aku yg skrg ni tak berapa nak lawa. Memandangkan ni short sem yg last aku ambil kan dan short sem ni la yg bnyk membantu utk naikkan pointer aku , aku cuma tawakal je lah dgn result aku . Mudah mudahan pointer aku naik , mana lah tau ada rezeki nak dpt DEAN pula kan *angkat kening*

Takpalah,aku tak nak serabaikan otak aku. Biarlah aku menikmati cuti 2 minggu ni. Ya wey, cuti sem aku 2 MINGGU aku repeat 2 MINGGU ! Walaupun tak rasa mcm cuti sem sangat pun. Dukacita gila aku dgn fakta yg aku kena telan ni. Pasrah je lah , 2 minggu pun 2 minggu lah janji aku cuti. Yedokk. Aku hanya mampu berdoa sem 3 kali ni aku x nak repeat paper and buat yg terbaik sebab sem 3 makin berat , dah start posting kat hospital and also 19 credit hour . Mati lah nakkk.

Sudah lah. Stop sampai sini. Assalamualaikum semua ! Bye ~

Selamat Hari Raya !

Buat yg mengenali diri ini, saya nak ucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin. Diharapkan awak semua dapat maafkan kesalahan saya sepanjang kita berkenalan ni. Minta maaf kalau ada salah dan silap ye . Salam 0-0 katanya . Uishhh, rasanya masih tak terlambat kan nak buat ucapan cenggini . Sekarang ni dah raya ke-6 dah kan ? Alah , kira okay lah tu :)

So , tahun ni satu family semua tak bertema . Err , tak pernah bertema pun sebenaqnya . Yg sedihnya tahun ni tak merasa nak balik ke kampung halaman ceq kat Bagan Dato nuhh . Takpalah tak ada rezeki, but tahun ni dpt beraya dkt Penang pun dah bersyukur. Kira okaylah ada dari tadak kan ? Hehe.

Ahad ni dah nak kena balik Ipoh dah. Mcm biasa , makin banyak assignment , makin banyak test and makin banyak quiz and makin dkt dgn final exam -,-' . Walaupun cuma 2 subj yg aku amek utk short sem ni but still bila dengor fnal exam tu dia mcmmm...... Haishh , pastu dah nak kena start sem 3. Sem baru ni aku dah boleh posting kat hospital hospital ni haa . Aku jadi nervous tetiba , yelah dibuatnya salah x-ray tak ke naya pesakit aku T,T.

Doa lah agar future radiographer mengkome ni boleh pakai . Haahahahhaa . Yang penting ahad ni balik naik ETS chuolzz . First time iolzz nak naik , argh biorlerr org nak kata aku ni jakun ke hapee.. Yang penting hati mau sadoo ~ . Itu je lah kot. Aku nak lepas gian ni biasalah lepas ni lagi jarang aku nak update pape dlm blog ni.

Tak sangka , dah 4 tahun lebih aku ber-blogging . Thanks pembaca sekalian . Assalamualaikum! Selamat hari raya gais ~

Malasnyaaaaa

Cuti berbaki 5 hari before masuk short sem utk june 2015. Erghh bila dah lama cuti mulalah malas nak start study balik . Haish , al-fatihah utk orang malas mcm saya. Hahaha . Yang tak sabarnya this new semester iolzz duduk rumah sewa chuolzz. Tak tau lah boleh ke tak nak study sebab this time my room ada 5 orang bhaii. Memang ramai lah cerita dia . Hopefully lah dapat ketenangan jiwa nak study nanti . Hahahahahaha ~

And yes , June 2015 juga ada intake baru masuk . At last , dah naik pangkat dah. Well, dah x ada gelaran junior dah kot. Hahahaha :) . So this intake pun sama bilangan dgn kitorang punya batch. Okaylah tu walaupun still minoriti :) . Bolehlah cuci cuci mata sikit kan start sem baru ni . Ehemm , cakap je konon nak cuci mata padahal tak pun. Trust me , I'm not that kind of person. Yup, saya pemalu kalau awak semua nak tau.

Last but not least, selamat berpuasa awak awak semua . Jangan ponteng puasa nohh . Salam ramadhan . Ampunkan dosa saya kalau ada buat salah dan silap kat chuolzz okay . Assalamualaikum ! Selamat berpuasa semua .

Assalamualaikum .

Hello gais ! First of all ,  happy ramadhan for muslims :) . It's been a while since I stop updating my blog right . How's your life ? Hope it's wonderful . So , only 1 week left for my semester break *sigh* 3 weeks semester break is too short mehh . Ohh btw , can't wait to say hello hello to dearest juniors ;) . Tomorrow is your registeration's day right ? Hope you enjoy staying at our dearest Murni Hostel . Lol .

Actually,I miss all my girlfriend and school of course. Keep remembering our memories that we spend together :) . How I miss that moment . I hope you guys doing well out there dear classmate (5Amanah) . 

Take care everyone :-* . Assalamualaikum !

Hello ! Ops , first of all just wanna say GONG XI FA CHAI for my beloved chinese friends :) . So it's already been a month i guess i started  learn new subject for my semester 2 . Let me be honest , its not as easy as my semester 1's subject . It's more difficult for me . A little . But i just wish that I'll be alright .

So , for my crush i guess you'll be just my crush and not more than that . Erghh why do you exist in my world . K byeee ~ Ohh yeah , esok balik Ipoh . I'm not that happy -_-

Belajar Benda Baru .

Cuti 3 minggu sudah habis bro ! Lusa dah start lah rutin harian aku as a student of Unikl RCMP . Tak sangka , pejam celik pejam celik sat ja dah nak masuk sem 2 . InsyaAllah kalau dipanjangkan usia tahun ni boleh la habiskan sampai ke sem 3 . Yes ! Posting start sem 3 ni harap dipermudahkan . Cuma nak cakap esok dah kena berangkat dari Penang - Ipoh . Muka tak rela gila nak balik tapi apa boleh buat andai itu takdirku gituuu .

So , last Friday hangout dgn cikgu Kamariana , Puteri and Ainan . Lama gila tak spend time sama-2 . Alhamdulillah lah diberi kesempatan juga nak jumpa dgn kesayangan-2 hamba . Disebabkan Puteri pandai main skateboard skrg , aku pun ada lah pasang niat nak suruh dia ajaq aku main skateboard and alhamdulillah sbb aku ni jenis fast learner *perasan pui pui* at last boleh lah nak imbang-2 kan badan naik skateboard ni. AKU TAU BASIC GILA BAB TAPI AKU STILL BANGGA DGN DIRI SENDIRI .

Disebabkan terlalu enjoy and aku rasa sangat COOL *poyo* bila aku main skateboard ni, terpasang pula impian aku nak beli skateboard. Sebelum tu minta kebenaran abah lah. Abah dah bagi GREENLIGHT tunggu apa lagi. Ada duit , insyaallah dapatlah skateboard seketui kat aku. Lepas ni kat rumah sewa , Ainan lah kena jadi peneman setia aku nk practise skateboard ni. Get ready Nan . 

Lepas ni kalau dah terer dah boleh ah balik Penang join Puteri main skateboard. Kahkahkah berangan gila aku ni. Doa-2 lah impian dan harapan aku ni tercapai . Wuhuuuuuu ! Tak sabaq ceq rasa . K bye ~

P/S: Tak rela nak balik IPOH tapi faktanya terpaksa balik IPOH sebab nak berjaya -_- . Goodnight.

Kurus ke gemuk ?

" TAK SEMUA ORANG SUKA ORANG KURUS . "

Jangan selalu suka menghina orang gemuk . Jangan nak meninggi-2 kan org yg kurus . 

Sayangilah badan sendiri tak kiralah kurus ke gemuk ke sedang-2 ke just love yourself more than others . 

Kita manusia dik , tak semua benda kita boleh puaskan hati org but at least kita boleh bahagiakan diri kita sendiri .

Suka makan ? Makan je lah . Bak kata madam anatomy aku " KITA MAKAN UNTUK HIDUP "

Let it be

Not in a good mood . Turn off the phone and just enjoy my life at my home . 

I only have 6 days left before going back to Ipoh .

Could you please just give me some spaces for myself to be me . 

I'm so sorry . I cant blame you guys but lately i just felt like i wanted to be alone .

I just hate blue ticks . Byeeeeee

Hello ladies and gentlemen . Next week dah nak kena balik asrama sri murni tercinta and start lah new chapter new topic and new lecturer . Tak sangka sekejap ja dah habis sem 1 . Pejam celik pejam celik dah habis . Well perjalanan aku masih jauh and semangat tu kena sentiasa ada ahh . Lepas ni bertimbun lah quiz , test mengejut dengan presentation nya . Sabar je lah . Yang penting sem 3 dah boleh start posting . Yeay yeay ! 

Tak sabar nak belajar benda baru , tak sabar nk rasa sendiri suasana hospital bila dah boleh posting ni. Moga Allah permudahkan segalanya . Oh yes sem baru kenalah ada ketua and penolong class baru. Congrats Adli and Qila . Do your best . FIGHTING ! Dear coursemate , moh ler kita maju kehadapan and ingat JANGAN REPEAT PAPER . 

That's all . Sebenarnya nak cakap tak rela nak balik sana -.- . hhahhahahahahahahahaha

Keep that in mind .

SEM 1

Thanks Allah for everything . Alhamdulillah finally result utk sem 1 dah keluar and actually aku tak berapa puas sngt dgn result aku but i've to accept it . Maknanya takat itulah level aku usaha so maybe next time ? InsyaAllah aku akn cuba improvekan diri aku sendiri . Sem ni x dpt dean list manalah tau sem akan-2 datang dpt dean list ke . Hahahaha cepat Aamiin kan doa aku ni . Hahahahaha

Apa-2 pun congrats dear coursemate atas usaha dan kejayaan yg kita dpt . Yang result rendah drpd 3.5 insyaallah kita usahakan lagi sama-2 dan yg dpt 3.5 and above kalau boleh maintainkn or cuba naikkan lagi . Biarlah orang nak cakap " EH COURSE KORANG NI KACANG GORENG JE TAK MCM COURSE KITORANG " let them be . Biarlah depa nak cakap apa pun kat course kita , dah ni jalan yg Allah tetapkan kat kita , we just move on . Mesti ada hikmah kenapa kita dpt masuk course ni. Just think positive.

Bak kata org ramai REZEKI MASING-2 . Tak kisah la course mana-2 pun kalau tak ada skill or tak ada ilmu pasai course ni memang susah . Tak semua benda senang , kita nak merangkak masa baby dulu pun susah tau . Kita kena ada keyakinan and never give up . Biarkan mulut-2 tu nak berkata. Just be natural and tanamkan dlm hati belajar sbb nak banggakan mak ayah kita . 

Last but not least , selamat berjumpa dear coursemate diploma in radiography sem 2 unikl rcmp next week . Tak sabar nak belajar benda baru ^^ . 

ROOMMATE SEASON 2

Memang dah lama gila aku tak update blog ni sampai bersawang . Fuh fuh sikit blog ni . Haa barulah cantik . Baru je tukar blogskin baru . Haish , tak sangka dah nak dekat 4 tahun suku aku bergiat dalam industri per-blog-kan . Puii poyo pula ayat aku . Kah ! Hamek kau , bahana lama x merapu mcm gini lah jadinya .

Nak dijadikan cerita sebenarnya skrg ni aku tengah cuti sem. Tinggal lagi seminggu sebelum aku nak kena balik asrama sri murni and kembali kepada rutin harian aku. BACA BUKU ! BELAJAR BENDA BARU ! TEST ! ASSIGNMENT ! QUIZ ! Ya Allah , banyak sangat ujian. Sabar je lah . Ni baru diploma bak kata orang PERJALANAN MASIH JAUH :P

Masa kat rumah ni aku manfaatkan dengan layan ROOMMATE SEASON 2 . Nampak tak aku skip ROOMMATE SEASON 1. Dalam roommate ni lah aku start terpikat dgn KangJoon oppa aku. Kah ! Perah santan berjemaah nampaknya. Hensem woi tipulah tak minat. Nampak tak mata buaya nya. Hahahahhaa .

Nak cakap " Kalau bosan ke apa jom ah start tengok roommate season 2 ni . Best gila bro . Erm , tak adalah gila sangat kot . Kah ! Hameekkk kau "

FYI , saya ni bukanlah taksub dengan kpop ye . Jangan risau saya tak taksub . WatlekWatpeace .

Dahh byeeeee ~ ♥♥♥

♥♥♥Seo Kang Joon saranghae ♥♥♥