Interview

Bismillah 💞. So last Tuesday I went to Bayan Lepas for an interview. I mean, 3 of us which is another 2 is my best friend from UniKL. So we decided to apply this job from job street and lucky us they decided to call 3 of us so that's the reason why we're together for that day 👯👯👯. The day before interview session I was messed up because I forgot to print my resume and I didn't even made a copy for my certificates and it's quite a mess . And I also lost one of my precious certificate and FAK that 💢💢. So let just forget about it. And on that day we went there with Ainan , since she had an interview also nearby us so what a great coincidence😀 (jimat).

We just went there together, special thanks to Ainan for waiting us. It took us more than 5 hours for an interview since the interviewer is quite late actually👀. They said we've to be there for 930am and we went there at 9am but we started interview at 11am something I guess. So before that, we've to fill up the forms and of course there's "Radiographer's Question" and it's about ABBREVIATION guys. I'm not good at it so I can only answered 10/17 and I don't even know whether my 10 answers is correct or not in terms of spelling hahahaha 💤💤

After that,the interviewer came and she called my name first. So, I'm the 1st interviewee 💪. I'm so scared since I can't speak very well until the interviewer makes me feels comfortable so I can talk like she's my friend 💙. So special thanks to her for making me feels like that. She interviewed me for 30mins guys, I also don't know what we were talking about hahahaha. It took so long meh but it was nice 🙋

The day after that, I got a phone call and lucky me ALHAMDULILLAH I made it 🙌🙌. So next week gonna be my 1st day of working. So I was hoping that it's gonna turn out to be a good start for me. And I also hope that I can learn something new from them. It's actually not 100% focused on x-ray because I've to deal with paperwork and I've to meet up with the clients, answer the phone call etc. All I hope is that it's gonna be great 🙆. I take it from the positive side means that I can learn something new and I hope really really really hope that this is the best decision that I've made.

Ya Allah, I believe in you. I know that everything that happened right now, is because You wanted it to 💘

I like you.

Love is sometimes beyond our expectation. Never know until you started to realize that you like someone. Being in love with someone is not a sin but sometimes it might hurts you so much. Who knows someday, tomorrow or maybe later you started to missing someone. But all you can do is just playing with your mind and your heart. Once again, your heart is in pain. That day, I remember when my heart beats so fast when I look at him , I know that I like him so much. That day, I've never felt like that for my entire life until I met him. The one that I like the most. But how cruel to have this feelings because I've no courage and I've no strength to tell him that I like him so much. All I can do is just watching him from far and just smiling at my own self.

After my high school, I still have this strange feelings and it won't fade . And then I started to realize that I've to stop being like this. I've been stalking him for the past 4 years which is a dumbest thing that I've done. I know that he's happy with his love's story. And guess who's hurting ? Yes, it's me . It's cruel to have this feelings but who am I to get mad at something like this? Right now, I realize that I've never get a butterfly in my stomach whenever I saw his pictures. And it means that, there's no more love from me left for him. I started to realize it again, that I miss being falling in love with someone. How I wish that someday I'll get to have this feelings again. It might hurts me but at the same time it makes me happy.

Whoever you're and whoever you like, have some courage to tell them that you like them. Never too late to tell them. Even if they rejected you at least you know what should you do for the next step. Either you wanna give up or you keep on trying. Who knows that he's or she's the one for you.All the best in finding your soulmate. May your heart remains happy forever.